..... And Justice For All

I feel abit more happyier today. I realised i might get some much needed overtime in my pay packet this month so hopefully i can pay some of my overdraft off!! I also had a very pleasent and exiting phonecall with a family member who offer to pay for me to have my hair done, which again is much needed and is something that always makes a girl feel so much happier!!

I wanted to mention abit about justice in this post as i feel is something else that is very much needed. I know that when the time is right my husband will get his justice with his workplace about the way they treated him when they dismissed him. I am unsure of how and when this justice will occur but iam sure it will happen good.

We have plans for the future that we have already started looking into, but they are just plans at the minute untill we get sorted (if ever). We share a dream to live and work on the isle of Wight. The house's overthere are so good for the money and the land you get with alot of them is amazing and a dream to own such property! Anyway we would love a family home with a big garden, for our children to run around in. We would also love to see our children get involved in the amazing community spirt they have over there. The hospital is a great size with fantastic oppitunitys for the both of us. I do wander weather that would be our break and justice gainned, when my husband is in a job and place of work where they actuly appreciate things and i no longer have to work for a place that treated him so badly.

I do have some concerns that me and my husband have spoke about many times. I didnt grow up in a huge close family untill both my parents remarried and i always said that i would love to have a few children and all of whom would be surrounded by grandparents. I worry that if we move out there that they wouldnt get that and then would they grow up to wish they knew their family better or saw more of them, or would our families hate the fact that they wernt around to watch their grandchildren grow up. Also as we are all local we are able to drop in on each other as and when, but if we moved away we wouldnt be able to do that. However i then think with everyones busy lifes we dont really see that much of each other anyway and if we did move away we would probaly make more effort to see each other. Anyway these are issues ive got to square with myself and come up with the answers, i think.

It is our dream and after all weve been through, it would be the icing on the cake to actuly do it and as i say maybe it would be the justice and happyness were looking for. Also i believe even though it doesnt happen straight away justice is out there in some form somewhere.