Nothing Else Matters!

After starting today, i thought it was going to be a very unhappy unpositive day, it actuly turned out ok.

My job is becoming more and more demanding but my work place is actuly doing me a favour by giving me extra hours but its not for the ideal job. However its money and thats what i keep reminding myself. I felt i had a low day today, then when my husband picked me up we had a chat and he made me see things alot more clear. He told me why dont i make this bit of extra work my own and really make the most of it and try and make abit of difference. So when i got home i got to work on really making this extra work more of a pleasant experience and already its helped abit. I am still waiting to hear to see if i can have one really important thing that would make this extra work 100% perfect so ill keep my fingers crossed!

I also read a family memebers blog and comment and again feel so much better about everything. My husband felt he had a bad day. After dropping me off at work he came home and fel asleep but due to his disorder that can not of been helped, so i tryed reassuring him and not to get angry because there was nothing to get angry about. Hes not working at the minute and he has got alot to do but i discovered the best way he will do things is in his own time, when the time is right. After reading comments and blogs it become clear to me that i shouldnt try and live my life as his. He is a grown man and knows his own mind so why do i need worry if he is not. What matters is love, support, understanding and plently of it!!! In this world we need to look out for each and make the most of what we have got. Also i need to try and stop worring about things that havent even happened yet. If theres nothing i can do about it, then thats the end of the story. My husband knows what he needs to do and we have got through this far so all it will take is time. I was listening to him tonight and all he needs is a break, as i said he knows what he needs to do and he will do it because he always does but for the mean time i need to be here and just listen to him and support him.

Ive decided that if i can afford it in a couple of months iam going to book a long weekend away for us, just to get away from it all for the time being. We wont escape everything but it will be a break.

Whats most important is that Nothing Else Matters, apart from the happyness and health of your loved ones. If they are not doing what you think they should be, there is normally a reason for it. So i will try to remember that and question the reason before shouting and screaming in anger.